I feel a bit as though I'm in a pregnancy limbo at the moment. Ever since I felt the light fluttering within, any day that I don't feel it, I worry. It's not so obvious that it couldn't be passed off as something else, and if it's not there, I wonder what's going on inside.
It's not a nice place to be! I just wish I could get to the solid kicks stage so I know things are ok, or that I could have a weekly scan or heart beat listen!
I have toyed with the idea of a doppler, but if I'm this worried at not feeling a movement, imagine how dreadful it'd be to not hear a heartbeat!! Even if it were going, I expect I'd be doing something wrong and get myself all worked up.
I have to keep reminding myself that this is all normal, there's no reason for anything to go wrong and women all over the world are doing this and probably being a lot calmer than me at the moment!!!
On a brighter note, after three days of not feeling much there was a definate fluttering last night which reassured me. At least for the next day or so :)
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